~~We LOVE The Gospel Of Jesus Christ~~

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Saturday, December 28, 2013

Dear Caleb,

Christmas came, Christmas is gone, Today is another day to sing a birthday song.
Your little sister has turned the big ONE, we are hoping to make this a day of fun.

It is so crazy to think of the past, And I often wonder how long the memories will last.
Frustrated by the past, Frustrated by our future, how I just hoped that things would have gone smoother.

Four years wasted in anguish and grief, I am dumbfounded and full of disbelief.
Thinking of what I could have done to be a better person, without being so withdrawn during much uncertain.

Much like Scrooge has been my motto, to ignore my feelings by staying in auto.
Records have been engraven in my mind, causing my heart to continue to be blind.

To change what has been the norm, it for was survival to beat the storm.
It is a risk we are just going to have to take, if we every want to see a miracle break.

Where we are today, I thought we would never get through all the grey.
Sometimes I wish the grey would stay, because it is much easier then welcoming a new day.

Your little sister has become our glue, now we look at those grey clouds and say "Shoo."
Her smile and laugh reminds us how, to look and feel that reverent glow of wow.

To think that we can actually keep living, is something that just takes much of forgiving.
Life has humbled our hearts, with Christ giving us fresh new starts.

What would be do without this time of year, if there was no way to see the hurt slowly disappear.
Though our hearts will always ache, we are hopefully that we will one day receive a break.

We hope you had a joyful Christmas above, one full of gladness and surrounded by love.
We will give your kisses and hugs to your little sister, that she will always feel close to you even when she is bigger.

WE LOVE YOU, CALEB.
Much Love Always,
Love Your Mommy